Today, I woke up feeling good and didn’t do anything I thought I would do. Praise God, no nausea today. I think I’ve made it, from what I’ve been told. There’s not much to tell about today because I slept most of the day. Not intentional but it’s what happens I guess. I thought I was doing great because there was no sickness and I thought I’d return back to work and be all good. Well, not so much, I was able to be awake for about 30 minute intervals and then I’d sleep for an hour or two. This may sound great for some but it’s really weird when it’s kind of involuntary. Finally, by lunchtime I just went with it. I was frustrating myself trying to stay awake. It was even so bad that I dozed off while my dear friend was sitting here with me tonight. I did warn her…eyelids close without warning. And sure enough, they did. While we laughed, she was very understanding as she sat with me to await a visit from a dear pastor who was in town on business. He called with an offer for dinner and while I knew I was in no shape to go out to eat we asked for the next best thing, God’s food…Chic-fil-A. Yes folks, first meal off chemo sickness and the girl wants Chic-fil-A. It was so good.
That was my day, no excitement here. What I learned today is that sometimes you just have to go with it. So here I go again, the eyelids are falling and I must finish so I will keep it short tonight. I love you all and I thank you so much for being here with me.
“The Lord is gracious and righteous; our God is full of compassion. The Lord protects the simplehearted; when I was in great need, he saved me. Be at rest once more, O my soul, for the Lord has been good to you.” — Psalm 116:5-7